I can't wait for the Fall 2014

As I mentioned before I'm having a boring life right now. Have almost nothing to do and I'm mostly at home. But... In march I'll move to adorable city Antalya, in 4 months I'll move in my own apartment and decorate it how i wish, in 5 months I'll get married and in November I'll have a huge break for 5 months full of adventure and discovery. My fiance and I are planning an amazing fall and winter for us... Lycian way, Tailand, Bulgaria-Romania-Germany trip and more that we haven't planned yet...

There is this way called lycian way abot 500 km route starting from Fethiye  reach to Antalya. It takes 1 month to walk the way and you gotta camp out in the wood everyday. There are a lot of equipment must to have for this journey and we almost had everything already. Actually we wanted to begin  this fall  but then the engagement ceremony came up and my fiance's military service had to  be done, therefore we decided to postpone. But there is no way I'm gonna cancel it one more time. I already dream about it everyday. It is not a simple thing to do though. You gotta have a strong body to walk that much with a very heavy bag.  So I decided to be fitter than I ever wanna be. For that I might sign up for a professional workout training in summer and workout with barbell and those kind of stuff... But this way worth it. It's just nature and you, you and nature together. The most amazing views to see and the simplest life for a month. A great challange for your body and a great meditation for your soul. I just can't wait for it...

Legen... Wait for it... I'm gonna rock this month...Dary February :)

I've been eating a lot lately. I realized that whenever I try to inhibit myself hard, I don't get good results at all. I mean, when I try to stay away from chocalate for some days, I end up with eating two packages in a day for a week. I've been eating a lot lately because of that. Normally I had no issue with sugar, chocalate and desserts. I can stay away from those. My thing is more of salty junkfoods and patisserie things but when I say myself 'no you're not gonna eat any chocalate for a week at all', suddenly chocalate becomes my biggest desire. I stay away for some days but it never ends good. So... I decided to have a healty eating diet including chocolate. It can't be so harmfull. For that I'm gonna cook healty desserts and gonna buy really good quality chocolates...

Tomorrow is the weigh yourself and put realistic goals day for me. I'll try to eat as healthy as possible and be active as much as I can on February. My goal is to be able to see 54 on scale at the end of the month. Now I'm between 56,5-57 kg and I  gotta loose 2-2,5 kg in 1 month. Not a big deal actaully.... The thing is I've been eating clean and being active for more than a month but unfortinately I haven't lost weight at all... I've lost 1 kg and gained right back in some days at my period time. That's why I need to try hard to stay  motivated and gotta follow my diet. 

In February I'm gonna try to complete 30 Day Plank Challenge. I already can stay for 90sec and at the and of the month I gotta reach on 300sec. I can do it!!! :D 

I'm gonna be here tomorrow with all my measurements and goals... For now here some pictures of what I ate today...

Real Turkish Mediterranean Breakfast with arugula, parsley,olives, cucumber, tomatoe, boiled egg, grilled halloumi, bree, feta, ham, crispy wholewheat bread and  organic thyme tea. Yummy!!

A nice mix of oatmeal, fruits, raw hazelnuts and raisins with little bit of chocalate. Real delish... Nice for the lunch or a starving snacktime...

When I drink something hot, I gotta eat some snack with it to feel like I eat stuff!!! After all I feel  the hunger a lot lately... :/

This one I made yesterday. It was pretty much my first experience of making a smoothie. I didn't look for a recipe. I basicly mixed everything which sounds great together. And it was really really tasty... It's a mix of spinach, green apple,pear, banana,orange, milk and yoghurt. I wanna make another one tomorrow. It was real good...

And this cuty here is my dinner. It's tuna salad with lot's of veggies, mix of light mayo, ketchup, vinegar and lemon juice  as dressing... The most important ingredients are tuna, red onions and the dressing I guess, other stuff can be changed by the taste...

Waiting for living...

The life that I have now is kinda boring. It's like a limbo. I've been waiting for a long time to have only and only my life to live. It has never happened. Before, it was OK to live in that way. I wasn't waiting for anything,no expectations, no  realistic plans. But now... I need to countdown the days. I dream a  lot, need to plan a lot and I need to try a lot to keep my mind busy so I won't go crazy with now. The life that I'm living now is not a charming life at all.... But I try to do things... There is almost 2 more months for me to stay cool. Then it'll be all different. And in 5 months I'll be the happiest version of me. I gotta keep it up for a while more I guess. So what I can do for now is to focus on healthy eating and living things. Because out of that I literally have nothing at all to do...Gotta find something more I guess...

About today...

Today is finally a real cold winter day and was snowy early in the morning. I went for a walk for an hour. I could only make 5 km. It was frosty all over and it wasn't easy to walk properly. I came back home. Had a nice breakfast with my family.

I'm in the mood to miss my love, my past memories, the cities I've lived in and the city I'm gonna live. I missed living today and I hated waiting for living...

Even though I've missed snowy cold winter days a lot, I just wish myself sunnier days...

Wedding Hair Ideas

I've never considered  tight hair buns as an elegant look when it comes to a special event. In my opinion, the best look you have is the look which looks like you haven't paid attention at all, like the one below or I'd prefer like the other  messy hair buns with braids attached. All they make you look innocent, simple yet again elegant. So i'm already thinking of how my hair style at the wedding should be like...

Wedding Preparation

Yoww...

Did I mention that I'm getting married soon? My wedding dress is a beauty and the wedding invitations are done. They are simple yet elegant.  I like simplicity and my purpose for the wedding is to add this simple taste of mine into anything I possibly can. Here some pics of the dress, invitation and album...

The worst version of me

And sometimes you don't feel like to do anything. Eat like a pig just before going bed.  You just wanna be the laziest , gluttonest, ugliest person you can ever be.  I wonder why people do that. I wonder why I just did... It has to be OK though...

 It's just sometimes you don't feel like to be a good version of yourself.  Hoping a better me for tomorrow.

I shouldn't have done that...

Hit the road

Mornings are the best daytime  to realize things. Things about yourself, about  your world, about the world itself... Spending that time with sleeping or being in a rush, is to spend it in the most unproductive way probably.  So I'm trying to get up early and go for a log walk everyday...

In this kind of a morning you might find what you're lookin' for right behind the fog...


And most of the times we need to push ourselves a little to start...

All those times when I went to bed early in the morning and woke up in the middle of the day are the most depressive times in my life. Then you don't feel like to do anything anymore because the day is already gone. So all you do is waiting for time to pass away for the next day and the day after...

I said;

Gotta do something to make yourself happy and your body too...

My own way of living healthy

The idea of eating clean took me 24 years to get it. I've always considered myself as a normal weight person and I was pretty happy with that until the day my bf woke me up. Since then I've been thinking how the hell I could rid of my weights. I've tried it in every possible unhealtyh way. Tried to eat almost nothing for a day and made myself happy for couple of hours until I faint.  I've tried to stay awake during the nights and eat nothing even though when I was starwing and on the next day sleeping all day long so I could eat only 2 times in a day and that would make me skinnier Aha!!! So thank god at some point I started to think a little bit more logical and realized that actually all I need to do change my routines and it'll be all OK. I had also some middle serious health issues before I started to follow this healthy eating lifestyle rules and now they all are gone.  What I do is actually no hard.  I eat like 5 times in a day(I count the snacks as well even when I eat an apple, that does count.) I wake up early and sleep early. Go for a walk in the mornings right after I wake up for hour and half. And try too keep  all those junkfood away from my life. Of course that is something I'm not %100 successfull on yet but we'll come to that. So here you can find out  how I live my life lately, what I like, what I don't and I'm gonna try to show'em all in an artistic way with taking pictures of things. Mostly, the  things will be the plates I prepare for myself . I don't believe in recipes. Usually I cook very casual. I check the fridge, see what I have and try to make something good out of it. I like music, cooking lately instagram like crazy and bowls&mugs... So if it is ever gonna be possible you want me to buy a present please make it bowls or mugs... ;)

and this little cutty hier is the motto of my life.  I like to eat, like to travel and with those plus with my love I can be happy for a lifetime. ;)